Poetry Eases The Soul

'A vs. B'
An anorexic can only go forward,
Try, try, again,
Better, less,
Restrict.
A bulimic can only go backward,
Undo, undo,
Repeat, then punish.
The same mistake again.
Though both A and B,
Both end the same.
Empty stomach,
Empty head,
Empty heart.
But there is one thing that will be filled,
A coffin.

-featherlight

YAY!

Ok, well, we are redoing our house, so my mother thought it would be a good idea to hide the freaking scale from me.  Great.  So long story short for the last three weeks I have had no idea of what I weighed, causing me to go off of how I look, causing me to restrict even more.  But... (here comes the good news)  I went to the doctor and I weigh 102.2 pounds!!  I am only a pound more than I weighed last year at this time and I think I grew like an inch. And that brings my bmi to (drumroll please) 17.5