102lbs

Hey at least its not 103 or 104 again.  That would seriously suck, but with all the crap I have been eating lately i wouldn't be surprised.  At the moment i am going to go eat a oatmeal-scotchie. Can you believe that?  I have learned that i am very strong throughout the morning and afternoon, but once it gets to the evening I just fall apart.  Its my retarded habit of (dare i say it) yummy desserts and snacks.  Its like my stupid body just cant go to sleep on an empty stomach.  The rest of the day is a breeze, I love the lightheaded feeling of hunger. Its my high.  But at night I just cant because I am around my wonderful family who cooks me absolutely awesome food filled with love. Its enough guilt throwing out most of my specially prepared lunch each day at school. I can't bear to come home and turn down dinner too.  Anyway, they would notice, but i don't even know if that would be a good thing or a bad thing.  My mom already said I looked thin and asked me if I am trying to lose weight.  I think it's nice somebody is noticing.  I don't really understand though because I look as fat as ever.

Missed the Leap Year

Hey there everyone! 102... same as this morning though, so thats not bad... I guess. Did anyone do anything useful with their leap year? I think I did the opposite haha...
(Donut holes are my weakness)
but it's ok cuz I managed to get down to 102 all day today anyway! I tried to make this awesome banana ice cream but I put it in a glass dish in the freezer like an idiot and it exploded XD
great. Just great. It's probably just fate's way of telling me i'm too fat. As if the mirror doesn't tell me that enough.

I'll post a legit banana ice cream recipe later...

Bye bye... Stay sane everybody!