Dizzy #2

Ugghhhh.... (thats not really a good way to begin a blog post now is it? ) I ate horribly today and I am still nearly fainting every time I get up.  I think I have reached this plateau, because I always stay from like 104-106 lbs... I have NEVER been 107. No matter how much I eat/don't eat or even grow an inch I never really sway above or below these boundaries.  Is anyone else having these problems.  I feel like I have been fasting all day, not because of hunger but fatigue and vertigo.  Its horrible.  I have a long performance and equally if not more strenuous dress rehersal this week and I don't know how well I will hold up.  I really feel like crap.  Sorry I haven't blogged in a while, and that this one is so depressing.  By the way, with these temperatures being so high and whatnot, a great summer delicacy is fudgesicles!  Weight watchers has a very low fat and relativity low calorie  one that tastes like the real thing.

Tood-a-lou!!  Thanx for following xoxoxoxoxo stay strong with me!!

Lost 2 Pounds Today, Plus a Chinese Buffet.

Hey I'm a poet and I don't even know it :D.  Yay!  I'm back down to 104 and I'm pretty sure that I grew like an inch (either that or everybody else around me is shrinking) so that brings my BMI to...17.3 Yippee!  Now, I know that isn't really that low, but you have to figure in the muscle weighs more than fat concept, because I really get cheated on the BMI thing because of that(artist depiction to the right -> ).  Anyways, to lose those two pounds I skip one meal (usually lunch but today it was dinner), replace it with a tiny snack (ex. 5 chips, 1/2 a cookie), and cut out any other snacks that aren't pure vegetables.   ALSO NEVER STOP MOVING!!  That's important because you need to keep burning calories!!Yep. Not that hard, but I also don't get hardly any results from it.  The thing is, is that the 'rents would notice if I skipped breakfast or dinner, so the only meal I can completely skip is lunch, at school, but i was thinking of cutting down breakfast to one piece of fruit, ex) apple and a bit of PB, because I did that a little while ago, lately I have been having one egg and one toast, so not that bad.  Thanks for listening to my random words haha and sorry I haven't written in a while, not that anybody reads it or anything but still, its good for me, maybe.

For more info on my little inaccurate BMI problem. check here:
http://www.examiner.com/article/calculating-adult-and-children-s-bmi

  P.S Here's a video I found and liked quite alot:
  Supersized Vs. Superskinny Part 1/5
  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOx9uwBfKGc

F@#$ING SCALE

Im going to cry... I just weighed myself again..
104 freaking pounds 
17.84 bmi.... thats hardly even normal!!!

In forever

In forever have I blogged... I dont know why I'm sad, i have been doing so well.  Guess what the scale said this morning?  92 lbs!!!!! WTF!  I know i have been really cutting my intake latley but it cant be that low.  I think there is something wrong with the scale XD.  Whatever it was nice while it lasted, imagine if it were true... a bmi of 15.79.... oh the dreams

I NEED TO GET ANOTHER SCALE... THIS ONE CANT BE TRUSTED

Guess what?

Guess what?  Its my Birthday tomorrow!  Yay!  That and i got 5 whole pageviews today!  Thanks for reading my blog and please leave a comment or follow to let me know your listening!  Other than that I had a pretty crappy day though.  Don't you hate it when you lose at games that are solely based on luck?  I sure do, it makes me so mad because it is totally out of my control and I cant change it.  I can beat people in races by running faster,  I can beat people in fights by hitting harder (not that I ever do :D) and I can get skinnier by eating less but I can not, I CAN NOT IN ANY WAY CHANGE MY LUCK.  Its either good or bad and lately it has been bad.  Thanks for listening to me vent anyways guys, comment or follow on google... <3

How can fat bring so much sadness, when food brings so much joy?

Fat

Omogosh I am so fat right now.  I know that is probably the default wananrexic (anorexic wanna-be) line but still, its totally true.  I had a huge slice of banana cream pie today and my stomach is still recovering.  Legit.  At least its only another week until spring break, yay!  On an incredibly worse note though I am 104 lbs I think so i am not in a blogging mood.. sorry guys!

P.S. Thanks to my two followers :)  but there are alot more pageviews than that so please follow or at least comment so i know ur out there! Thanks