Hey

I'm back. Since I only have eleven amazing followers I was wondering what you would like, if you even check this blog anymore since I have let it lie dormant so long.  Would you like poetry or just my way of elaborately complaining about my body and refusing to do anything about it because we both know it won't last more than a day.  I'm getting a tumblr.  Please follow me i will update it, for a while at least. I will probably delete this blog.  tumblr is prettier :)

featherlightmelody.tumblr.com

by guys i hope to see you

LOL
I don't want to eat today
Hide it behind a laugh
From all your friends that you outweigh
Well you can do the math
Try to stop
Don't you dare swallow
No teardrops
You're fasting tomorrow

Soon....

Lost a few.  Only 5 more to get to 99.  You can do the math.

Brownie
Fat
Creamy
Flat
Ugly
Flab
Fleashy
Bad
Gross
Gross
GROSS
But don't you see my comrade,
More Pain
Less
Gain
Although, Is it worth the trouble?



maybe...

I'm just not good at losing weight

Face it.  If you disagree your argument is invalid because ever since I've started this blog I've gained weight.  No- ever since I was born I've gained weight.  I should realize that this little plan of mine is destined to fail.  It goes against my nature to gain GAIN GAIN.  My goal is less than 10 pounds away and all I can mange to do is distance myself from it.  Well I guess it could be three pounds away... But guess what?  I can't even get an accurate scale!! Do you know how many eyebrows that would raise in my house hold?  I want one of those old ones- without batteries that you just step on and the wheel spins to your weight.  It seems more dependable for some reason... No tricky electronics trying to screw with you- just good old fashioned stuff.

Sorry about the rambling, I couldn't help it. Stay strong and I love you all and thank you for your lovely comments.  I look forward to them and smile like a goof when I get some. :)

"Gain"
Take a deep breath
Step on the scale
Don't fear your death
Just continue the tale
The numbers went up
You start to go pale
And dread the gossip
Since you feel like a whale

XOXOXOXOXO
-featherlight

uggghhhhhh

I want to be double digits.  So bad. I want to be "under a hundred pounds".  I am 106 right now, that's great since I was 109 on Wednesday... I think- or Tuesday.  Anyway I could be 102 since my scale is really messed up... We moved it from one room to another and everybody automatically gained 4 pounds.  Don't worry, I know for a fact I'm not 110, hopefully that will make for a pleasant surprise when I step on an accurate scale :)
            I think my forte' on blogger is poetry.  I don't see much of that so expect to see more in the future.  I think it is more enjoyable to readers than to listen to me ramble- not that I don't enjoy other blogs, it's just I'm not too great at writing about my life like they are.  So that's about it.  Oh, also if you would like some nice music "Paper Bag" by Fiona Apple is a good pick.  Give it a listen, I think that if you're reading this you'll like it,  Stay strong everyone. <3 XOXOXOXO 


"Mirror"
Tiny crack
Avert your eyes
Find out ways to shrink your thighs
Pitch the fries
Get payback
Try not to have a panic attack

-featherlight

In Honor of Nothing to Say... More Poetry

-(insert clever title)-

How much food

For the time of day

Depends on the mood

Or how much I weigh

All of those feelings stewed

Forget it, I'm okay

Subtle changes in attitude

Fast and waste away

Battle scars tattooed

My life has turned so grey

Just for asking

How much food today?

I love you all <3 

By the way-my scale is wrong so I don't know how much I weigh, I just know its more than it should be.

I Don't Post Enough

It rained and stormed all day today.  That's it.  Pretty normal.  For some reason I lost a pound even though I ate horrible.  My weight fluctuates so much though, it's not even funny.  It seems like when I eat well I gain and when I eat bad for a day and resign myself from food for 18 hours I can lose like two pounds.  My body makes no sense.  My stomach feels huge but it could be bloating because of... well... you know, mother nature etc...  Anyway I shall follow back all of my followers and read some other blogs.  At least I constantly burn calories by moving around, its a nice easy way to subtract like 300 cal off your intake.  So are crunches I do alot of those because I hate my stomach even though they don't burn much.  I can't tell you my weight but I felt like I should write to you, since if you're reading this you must care.  I might post some more poetry, if I'm in a Shakespeare mood ya'know.

Stay strong and love yourself, because if you are anything like me it will never be enough. XOXOXO

-featherlight

P.S. Fridge pickers wear big knickers!  XD